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I love my dog more than life itself and I pre-grieve the loss of Nellie even though she’s not sick, just getting old. Todd was a beautiful piebald dachshund.The story of Todd’s name and how Todd came into my life is so special. Whether others believe it or not: statistics show that the loss of a “fur baby” can be just as devastating as any other loss. After a while the dog let go, my mum went to grab maxy, the women told my mum don’t go near him, screaming my dog will kill you. My mum was screaming for help, people from the area hear and came out of there houses, one man got some wood and was hitting the dog. She was my best friend, she was my companion, she was the one who would sleep with me when I would be all alone at home. My house is not a home without Todd. Thanks so much Corrine for your message. I miss my girl so much. I can say this is true. We would hear joints crack when she stood up. In my mind even though I was instantly awake was the thought, “Show me where that fire is, I’ll put it out!”. Your heart is broken . Michael, I am not sure if anyone is this page. The Spirit World exists right alongside our physical world, and while your pet may no longer be occupying their physical body, they’re still with you in Spirit. Our need and desire for her not to suffer won, we opted to put her to sleep. Cold Noses at the Pearly Gates: A Book of Hope for Those Who Have Lost a Pet, Goodbye, Friend: Healing Wisdom for Anyone Who Has Ever Lost a Pet, 6 Signs It’s Time to Put Your Dog to Sleep – A Vet’s Advice, https://blossomtips.com/hope-for-a-new-beginning-dont-want-to-be-alone/, How to Know When It’s Time to Put Your Dog to Sleep, 40 Gift Ideas for Older Parents and Grandparents Who Have Everything, 20 Comforting Gift Ideas for People at the End of Life, 20 Cheerful Gifts for People With Memory Loss or Dementia, Comforting Your Boyfriend When a Family Member Dies. He would then quietly move up towards my pillow and I would wake up to my little buddy staring at me. Almost 11 months ago. I cried saying “That dog loved me! I just pray that I don’t live a long life. I lost my dog yesterday had to put him down. They understand your sadness, but would rather see you happy If you had known Lucy you would know the bathtub was the last place she would voluntarily go unless she was terrified. I knew that chocolate was poisonous to dogs, but at the time, I thought that if I didn’t have the money upfront ($300-$3000), that they wouldn’t see me (or that they would judge me, euthanize her, or take her from me, because of the neglectful condition she was in: i had fallen off her grooming and her medication regimen). There is a website called:petloss.com. No warnings , no reason. There are no easy tips on how to live without a dog, no quick fixes or easy solutions. I’ll have my family back. My life is empty without Todd. My little dog was killed by another dog last week while my friend had her. I can’t believe she is gone and that i will never see my girl again. I mean who would say to a mother who had just buried her child go and have another one. I told him don’t worry she’s done this before she’ll be back in a few min. Medicines don't work and I was going to give up until he came along. Even though I still miss my girl on a daily basis I have found that making a memorial grave with a perpetual candle burning helpful as I have somewhere to go and still ‘ talk’ to her and get through this most painful grieving. I firmly believe in the words of will Rogers “if my dogs don’t go to heaven, I want to go where they go” Reply. I have been grieving for her from December 2016 when she began to get ill knowing that our time together was soon to end. Not one apology for hurting my girl. I called him my little prince because that’s how he was treated. Lost the love of my life Aug 25th at 5:33 am. She had plenty of water, but wouldn’t drink it. Animals are so compassionate and can sense when something isn’t right. Oh how i know how you feel, as my sweet Pepperann at age 15 was slowly not wanting to eat she always had stomach issues, i would cry and cry thinking of the day i no longer would see her sweet little face, i then would feed her through a syringe and water the same way and then she would liven up and we did this back and forth way of life for almost a year. I can’t bear to come home from work as he was always waiting by the door everyday. He would follow me around and wanted to be by my side. I need to focus on good memories, all dogs go to heaven, they don’t live as long as we do. I will tell you what I have done for myself and to keep Todd’s memory alive. She would still bound over the blankets in excitement for treats, and always got her cut of whatever I was having (though, a lot less, after the CHF diagnosis). God please comfort me and reassure me my sweetheart is in your loving arms so I can have peace. I felt you were speaking for me. I cry every day still. I also purchased a custom wind chime from a site that has just about anything The wind chime is designed so in my heart, when I hear the sound, I know Todd is still with me. I have never loved so much until I had him. I plan on doing this but looking through pictures is difficult. He’s still trying to help me through my depression. I don’t understand that. her. Misty, you are missed but not forgotten. Posted Mar 12, 2017 . Everyone repeating the dog is dead, the dog is dead, nothing you can do! I’m glad we connected on Facebook. This is worse. I lost Max my Labrador to cancer and diabetic mylopathy, last May. Some other guys got hold of the dog and put him on a lead, when my mum was on the phone to the cab to go to the vet with our dog. I’m writing this to let u know ur not alone. While at home every pix every spot in the house I see I think of the memorys and start to cry,it’s getting better but after 17 years it’s hard Lexx not being there . Of course, if you’re suicidal, you do want to die (or, more specifically, to end your pain through death) but, if you simply want to die, you may not be actively suicidal.Please understand that wanting to die and being suicidal are both serious and dangerous, but I would suggest they are not the same. I reply to try and comfort someone in need as well as it can help me. My heart goes out to you and all the hurting wonderfully caring pet parents I’m reading about. you cant kust leave him he might have left physically but hes still with u in the inside just like he was there for you in those hard times now its your turn to rmember him and live for him. Still I wanted to be sure to address your comment and make sure you know of help that can be available. The guilt and the sorrow are hard. Hi Susan – so very sorry for your loss. I have to shop for an urn tomorrow. Old age and cancer. Your email address will not be published. I have no words for. My remaining dog is now 14 and is battling inoperable liver cancer. But it gets easier with time. I pray you find people, books, online sources of support, or other things that comfort and help you as you process your grief. I pray for you as I do all of us who lost our unconditional loving family member. 9 Things Your Deceased Pet Wants You to Know You can also train your Great Dane to do some cool tricks you can show off to your friends. I feel terrible like I gave up on him. Passive grieving does not help you learn how to live without your dog. I hate for not being there when she was dying. I will say this process was hard as you have to go through pictures. “My responses to each of my pet’s deaths differed in duration and intensity, depending on how quickly the end came, how much we suffered during their decline, and how many other pets I had,” says Sid Korpi, author of Good Grief: Finding Peace After Pet Loss. I carry a pained feeling in my chest, and often have the choppy breathe, as if I have been crying (even if, when it happens, I hadn’t been, just before). For the first week when my buddy was sick, the vet even treated him for kidney failure – which was secondary and caused by the gi bleeding. this will be very tough to start with, but think about all the happiness your dog gave you. This is coupled with a growing hatred of my partner for not listening when I warned her about Taj not being very good in the dark and that she should not be left by herself if she needed a nightime wee. When I wake, I don’t have the same anxious sensations that I did before. I got him when I was little and he grew up with me. 17. I cry for a lot. hugs to you and i wish i could meet with you and help eachother. I know you weren’t married to your dog :-) but the ideas for coping with grief may help you…, Hope for a New Beginning When You Don’t Want to Be Alone Believe me, it helps to speak with someone who will listen to your pain and puts it all into perspective. Christopher, please keep it up with your therapist….it will help…pour out your heart to the professional as they do not discriminate. I see these two new ones playing and wishing my two that passed were here to enjoy the day. And was a very good boy. She would comfort me like no one could. I know this is very old but my puppy just passed away Sunday the same way your beautiful Lady did. I don't have anybody in my family who can help me. By this time my furry friend was so sick he couldn’t eat and his bloodwork was off the charts. Scotty I feel so sorry for you. I am so heartbroken. I wanted to express my gratitude for your comment as it made me feel like, hey it is okay to feel this way. I will never have another dog. Losing my dog was far harder than losing any of my family members. I just don’t know what to do with everything else. I’ve had some bad nightmares, and some startling images disturb me in my sleep. Unfortunately, sorrow is unavoidable when we own pets. It’s scary because it’s a mystery — but what if it’s a thousand times better than life?? ~Julie. I have been crying non stop for days, I have stopped playing with my 3 year old daughter as well because of this. Her blood level got to 4%, she had no oxygen in her blood. Constant sadness and emptiness I feel. He said ask and you will receive. My kids could never have company because of the dog, who kind of smiled before he took his chunk. It's never easy the pain you feel can feel overwhelming and that the pain will never go away but with time and allowing yourself to grieve it does get easier. I would suggest as I did contacting an animal communicator who will be able to speak to your beloved deceased pet on the other side . You mentioned that you think you loved, Tank, more than family etc. I don’t want to as Jon was my entire life and now I have nothing to look forward to. During those long days, a bored 3-month-old Mike had been left home alone with nothing to do. I could also do home care for her until I was ready to say goodbye which seemed cruel if she couldn’t walk and she seemed very uncomfortable. I see my life end near future instead as I don`t want to live my miserable life and only been seen as coward and don`t think on others people feelings but I actually I think on my closest family and my my fosterfamily but in long term I must think on me. Its the darkest place in the world to be. I still have her cat brother whose 19 years old. I loved loving her. Dear Melinda, I love you, Montana Sky!I’ll always love you! Friendly and rambunctious (except when he's resting), Rusty made life into a sidewalk cocktail party again. I don;t know that? I hope you will find some light in this dark time. My prayer is that you get through this period of grief as quickly as possible. I am married without children. They know how deeply you loved them, and they want you to know that they loved you back in equal measure (if not more!). She was 11 and nasal cancer took my baby girl. I truly understand how you are feeling. I remember just a few days after Lucy’s death someone was telling me a joke and I just did not want to listen, he said whats up? If I could jus know that for certain. I know how you feel, my Hazel died ultimately of a tumor on her spleen. I hate the rainbow bridge stories. Lori, I truly feel your pain. Your pet knows that you often showered them in more love than you ever showed yourself. Your pet wants you know that you were and are the perfect parent. Mainly, my guilt is over not getting her to the doctor (in time), and all the suffering that and the bad advice I followed entailed. There’s nothing you, or anyone, could have done differently to save them. I have been having some hard day’s lately. You tube is a good place to begin checking out and finding someone in this field. I too am here with you on the love of your furry baby. I am still in a bad way since the 1st April. Reply. People used to mock me for saying that UNTIL…. This has broken me. I too lost my precious fur baby. Maybe we could have had more time before he got too bad? The last few months of Hazel’s life, we had to lay wewe pads down all over the house because she couldn’t always make it to the door… but that was okay. The Tech had more care. But it looks like I’m not alone in feeling this way. “There will be a time when you feel guilty for feeling better, but event hat will pass. Oh my heart goes out to you. She followed me everywhere. I adopted Tiffy, our teacup poodle, from an elderly woman fighting breast cancer. My baby girl is gone. It sounds like your dog lived a long and happy life by your side. Please. ; living with the loss of their dear dog or pet (family member). from being ok 3 weeks ago he now gone to having an aggressive tumour . He loved kisses and snuggling. The night of the fire my daughter awoke me at 12:49 am screaming that there was a fire and we had to go. And when the Soul leaves this Earth, know that this exit was part of their Soul’s plan and a specific choice made by their soul. Patches was a sweet and loving animal, and more so, even for a dog. It happens after I cry over my girl, tell her how much I miss and need her or visit her grave in the back yard. I feel ive failed him. Our dogs were loved greatly and they knew it. Join Yahoo Answers and get 100 points today. Perhaps they already knew I was dying. If the pee pad is of good quality, it will have a leak-proof bottom that prevents the pee from passing through it. I cry day and night. And you did. You were by my side through the good and bad. My kids are hard-time rockstars. All of it helped me greatly. This was great therapy for me. My dog died . I completely understand the feeling of being lost and to wonder what to do with yourself. My dog Emily died almost 5 years ago, she died of a heart attack right next to me. She had developed seizures too, but when I was with her, we steered around that (by helping her through them). I stay with the help of my service dog, Hero. Greeting me when I get home and just being there. I was ill with grief..so much so that I firmly believe I had a heart attack. I am struggling. Holding her and hugging her is becoming, and will become a distant memory, and all I have to hold on to are my memories. This is a sadness I haven’t felt in a long time. I wish there were more support groups for pet loss. 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